the happiest day of my life.

 today I attended a seminar about Performing Art Festival.

At first, I had mixed feelings about it. I was confused, exhausted and feeling nervous about it.However, I enjoyed the session very much. Then, in the midst of session, I received a call from an unknown number. She was asked by someone to deliver a box and I smelled something fishy here. She won't reveal what's in the box and she said she didn't know who asked her to send the box. I was extremely confused and in shock. I thought there was a bomb in that box, hence I couldn't focuse anymore.

Then I reached school, I was suprised to see there was a beautiful chocolate bouquet on my table. Yasssss, Alhamdulillah. It really made my day. Yang paling best sebab bunga tu adalah fresh flowers. I am not a fan of red roses ( suka mawar kuning/putih lgi) but they look spectacular when they were matched with Lavender.

I love you Mat Rempit. Saya sangat happy harini. If you propose to me, I may accept it because I feel euphoric. I am crying nw. Thank you Allah, Thank you abang.

asalkan kau bahagia.

katakanlah sekarang bahawa kau tak bahagia.

Exhausted

This week is pretty hectic.
They are so many deadlines and they are piling up.
Sometimes I woke up at night because I had panic attack.
and I wish, there is someone who can comfort and console me.
however it seems like a dream.
The guilt is still eating me out alive.
and I can't help it.
I just want happiness, for myself.

Allah, permudahkan setiap satunya.
Lapangkan rezeki kami berdua
dan perkenankan doa-doa kami yang tertunda.

Ya Allah, satukan kami jika ini yang terbaik untuk kami berdua di bawah ikatan perkahwinan. Permudahkanlah, ya Allah.

Nisan cinta

Terdengar guruh petanda

mungkin badai melanda

sambut tanganku bersama 

kita harungi

Tanah seakan bergegar

Detik kau bersamanya

Pejam sampai kan tersedar

Semua kan reda

Sumpah ku, kepadamu. 

Tak terhapus, jejakku mencintamu,

Tak terukir bintang walau beribu,

Bersemadi, cinta kita bersama,

Terwujudnya, nisan cinta.

Munchy

Makanan yang sedap adalah munchy's cicah teh kosong pekat.
Menghilangkan keresahan kerana pasta pizza hut tak sedap
dan menghilangkan keinginan makan ayam goreng McD tak kesampaian.

ada sesiapa nak belanja ayam goreng McD? 😭

Alhamdulillah, Terima Kasih Allah.