Redup yang ku pasangkan angan
Sekadar berhasrat
Berlindung dalam lena
Pejamkan mata
Untuk ku lupakan sengsara
Berapa kerdipan
Melaraskan jiwa
Menyusuk ke arah
Asal ku
Senyumanmu satu azimat
Buat diriku yang hina
Manusia yang terpinggir melara
Tak pernah kenal erti bahagia
Namun ku masih gembira
Bagi ku rahmat semuanya
Oh, mungkin kalau nasib ku berbeza
Aku tidak mampu menilaikan dikau.
I dreamt about you for the second time. I don't feel happy about it. It's just weird because I don't think about you anymore. You're just a distant memory, trapped in the deepest and darkest corner of my closet and yet, you seemed to appear one more time. Still, you are in my dream and, I can feel that you are not okay emotionally.
I don't what this means, but I hope you take a good care of yourself. If you are in trouble, I pray for Allah to lift all your problems and the heavy burden of this world off your shoulder. Probably, you have forgotten about me, I understand that. However, sometimes I pray for your health and happiness. I miss reading your blog, Idk. Hopefully, I can read it for one more time.
