I am a mess

As tears are streaming down my face,

My crunched-up red nose feels like  a leaking pipe that tries so hard to retain its shape

I am overwhelmed with excruciating heart break,

Shattered heart,

Broken trust and promises

And false hope.


Oh Lord, why did I do to deserve this kind of fate?

I am a mess,

Who can't even pick up the broken pieces,

I am that loser who isn't worth fighting for.