"I know the love can be so unforgiving,
You've been the victim, too many times,
I'll be the thread, hold you together,
I'll be yours forever,
Will you be mine?"
He sang as we looked straight at the starry night sky.
The stars blinked beautifully and we heard the sound of soft cold wind embraced our skins.
I took a deep breath before I parted my mouth to say something, I tried to keep the straight face.
"I don't believe in forever, people can say and promise whatever they want, but in the end, they are the ones who will be leaving and I will stay alone in the dark, reaching out for air. They shatter my confidence and trust without hesitation. So tell me, why I should believe you? "
He sighed heavily and as he leaned closer to me, I tried to distanced myself. Intimacy makes me feel uncomfortable.
and he began to sing
" So let me redefine you.
you can see the the tide move,
Just like the tears in the eyes do,
and when you're feeling alone,
Oh, baby, I'll be right here,
between the sea and the silence
so, breathe easy my dear,
you can find the sunshine in the rain."
Siti, I swear, I'll love you in the different way.
and I stood there silently, praying for the sign from God.
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