Stonecold.

Sometimes, all that I need is  2 simple paragraphs to put an end to everything. It may not be sufficient enough to explain the wasted 6 years of us being together  and it definitely does not answer the big WHY and HOW. Nonetheless, it helps me to accept the fate and move on. I thought if I knew the closure and the reason why all of this happened , I would be happy. Oh heck, I was wrong. All I need is to make up my own closure and to be honest, the goodbye is bittersweet.

Thank you for your courage to write a post about me and despite of your reluctance to reply my comment and avoiding any sort of communication with me till it makes me feel like I am really disgusting in front of your eyes, I forgive you. I want to let go all the hatred, regret and negative emotions that have dwelled inside my heart for so long.

Before I post a song that perfectly encapsulates how do I feel about you now, I want to ask one question. What's the point of telling the whole world that you feel proud of me as I was your girlfriend before when you were the one who left me? Isn't it ironic? You don't leave someone that you feel proud of.


Lagu